I binged. I binged insanely. I ate so much it hurt my insides to flip when I started to panic. So I purged. Like, five times... I got so little up it was pathetic. FUCK. I feel like a failure. I need to go on the treadmill... I'm afraid to count the cals. I REALLY need to push myself on that machine! GOD, I've got no self-control.
That's it, I'm fasting for the next week.