I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate my fat, stupid self. I can't stand it! All I can see is blubber and fat, how can people possibly say I'm within the normal range!? I don't want to fucking be like this! I don't care what it takes, I don't care about my health, I don't care about anything. Why can't I just be thin? Why can't that just go right?
I just want to cry or run around the block until my eyelids hurt. Why am I still so fat?